Don’t ever leave the one you loved for the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they loved this was a quote I’ve received from my block mate and result a dull pain for me! It feels like a quote meant for me although I know I’m not alone and there were masses of people who feel the same way too and let’s admit the fact that those are weak people like me I learn from it anyway …
It’s been a few months since I haven’t gone for a relationship, so obviously the current condition for me is single, single? Well it’s fine and happy to be a single coz I dig up more time for myself, bags of time to focus to study, to hand are chances to meet somebody and realize new things, in details no responsibilities, no problems, no date’s to remember, no time to split, no money to waste LOLS, no relationship to worry hence, no desperation, for sure no worries against world plus after everything else, being with friends is no bother and with them I felt someone to laugh and smile all day just to be happy and satisfy my whole day. However from time to time I felt incomplete and despair, even I know I was happy all day but after that whole day it always end up by yourself, tired and staring to nothing all of a sudden you’ll realize that it feels like there was missing and its confusing coz you can’t figure out what was missing as everything seems defined? But nowadays I just realize and prove to myself that behind that someone’s laughter there are really sorrows. It senses like I was just making myself tack on some tricks or somewhat fooling myself to ignore sorrows. Sorrow I’d refuse, so now let’s get real everyone.
Why single? Somewhat “bakit ka single?” this is an ordinary question whenever someone’s asking me concerning love life and for somebody it seems impossible to believe, so in response I always says “ewan ko .. wala akong love life” coz I don’t know what anything to answer so beyond doubt the answer is I really don’t know yet, I always put to mind I need to be single for the sake of this, that and those but deep inside there goes my bored restless heart singing I know I need to be in loved lalala lols haha just kidding! Coz we can’t deny the fact that it’s pleasurable to be in loved right? Everyone wish for it but some are just afraid to take the risk on the other hand there are still people who are brave enough to face the possibility, whether it would end up a happy or sad ending. I admire that they are still fearless to face fairy tales even though fairytales do not always happy endings but in some other means it’s good to know that someone loves you the way you do so, lucky are those who have one in their lives. Now, I missed having someone especially you! (I missed the care from you kumusta kana kaya ngayon?) HAYS LALALA ..
Regarding Suitors? Well I bump into some complicated text messages and chitchat, some midnight calls, rarely going out so let’s just say I got some but now? I guess they are doing nothing so I consider I got nothing, choosy? No I’m not, I just need actions with few words as I hate those words without action catch what I mean? I know every single lady out there desires someone like that as myself desires too, unfortunately it was a mania I can’t hardly ever find. I often listen to radio and I’d constantly heard a DJ saying “ang lalaking mayaman, matalino .. ay guni guni lamang” somewhat like that have you heard that? I always laugh then deep inside I was just saying “oo nga!” HAHA, well, I’m not alone I guess single ladies think that way too and I believe it’s really hard to find a real man it’s like nothing in this world, I wonder where in this world a real man would exist? HAHA lols.
there's always a right time and god has its purpose for this. I’m young I don’t need to prompt myself for such stuff, so I guess I don’t have to be in loved right now as well as I don’t need to exhaust my heart to look for someone right and to look for someone who is deserving to earn instead I should put away the best part of myself to the person who will deserve me soon yea! Soon soon soon! And who will come at the time I didn’t search.
Nevertheless at this flash I could say I loved what I am, coz I know that there’s always a somebody that are so called friends who would still care about me as much as a one could do and would fill the emptiness I felt today, so I guess I don’t need a lover right now yet maybe soon when time vanished right and change my mind, if the wrong would change the way a world goes round …
Does it sounds dreaming of impossible era? lols! HAHA whatsoever! Blablabla ..
"There’s no wrong on living so single but no right when living too much."
--- xoxo:]chelle
enjoy ur life being single
masaya naman kami kasama
kaya ok lng yun